Depressed
By
M. Jay Mansfield
Why do you cower from me
Just because I smile as you torture me.
Why do you fear me
Just because I feel best when I am dying?
Why do you run from me..
Because I said I love you each time you stabbed me?
I am not depressed ..
I just hate you.
I hate you watching me..
I hate you watching me hate myself.
Mostly.I just hate you...
Dammit I ain't depressed.
I'm dying.
From the inside out..
Rotten corpse.
That refuses to fall..
Hatred inside out..
©2003 MJMansfield 7-17-03
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